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so apparently i have been whinning lately. wow. i didnt realize i was. so since im "a little girl whinning" i might as well bitch like there is no tomorrow so maybe the accuser -whom i told that it was no one else's business but since he proceeded to act like a child and call me names i feel that i must explain my fowl mood to ppl who do actually care and have been wondering why i have been in a bad mood- actually has a reason to say that im whinning.



so to start out i find out about 7 months ago that i have leukemia and that im rapidly declining. fuck yea im going to be a little pissy about this...im 18 and i have, in my opinion, barely lived my life. i hvnt had time to do and accompish things i wnt to...so yea. i might just be in a bad mood for a while. but all i can think of as "whinning" about that is the pain and lack of sleep because of the pain.



then there is the fact that someone i care for left the coven and took "poeple i knew trusted me and i trusted" to another coven and didnt even bother to tell me. wow. dnt i feel pushed aside and uncared for. i thought i could trust him but apparently he dsnt think so and i would have to agree after that incident. i didnt "whine" about it in my opinion but i did let him kno that i was pissed at him and that i no longer had any respect for him other than the basic respect evry person deserves.



also i seem to have the worst luck with guys and maybe once or twice i may have whined about that and my dumbass roomies who can often cause me to complain.



so im fuckin sry that im human and i feel better when i express myself instead of bottling it up inside so it can later explode. u didnt have to be a goddamn prick about it because i was just trying to let u kno that i dnt particularly like u at this moment in time. go ahead and keep insulting me and calling me the "little girl who whines" because sooner or later that will come around and bite u in the ass. i do hope ur happy with wat u have said because i plan on nvr forgetting it. and now i am going to "whine": it does hurt when ppl u trusted turn their back on u...ppl u thought of as family...well u kno who u r and u kno that u rnt anymore and nvr will be frm this moment on...family to me.



so live a long and happy life and dnt forget how much u hate whinning because i suspect ur not too clean of that crime urself. :)



here's what ive been told:



"and you can glare at me all day...

I still don't know what the fuck you're whining about..."



"Little girls who whine, won't be missed..."



"I ignore little girl's petty whining...."



"Glad to be home with some of you..."



woo! dsnt that make me feel special! yay! ud at least think he'd come up with a better insult after a while...o well, hopefully, point proven.

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NocturnalTyrannus
06:59 May 26 2009

Well, after reading this I say and I mean that you have no reason to apologize. Fuck those who say you're whining, you've had a rough time and you're still so young- if anyone has a reason to vent about what you've been through. If you really want to go, all I ask is that you tell me where you wanna go and I'll set it up for ya. You're still my little sis and I hope things turn out well for you- promise to keep in touch, k?

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xZOMBIEx
14:14 May 26 2009

So, you mean to tell me that this is not directed at me huh?







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Rants and bitchings and growls

Posted: 09:03:11 - May 24 2009

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i am seriously on the verge of cutting someones goddamn balls off...



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xZOMBIEx
14:16 May 26 2009

and this...





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Bloodsucker (14)

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Angel's Lair

Posted: 21:44:46 - May 24 2009

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*throws her book in the fire and leaves*



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xZOMBIEx
14:19 May 26 2009

oh, let's not forget this...









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Training Room

Posted: 21:50:17 - May 24 2009

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*throws daggers into a target with a pic of someone she dsnt like taped ovr it*

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xZOMBIEx
14:29 May 26 2009

Your being ill had NOTHING to do with my statements about you whining.



What, am I supposed to just sit back and listen to you go on attacking me in the forums?



I came to you and asked you what was wrong and you refused to explain anything.



Calling you a little girl is fitting, because you could have been an adult about it and came to me and we would have discussed it.



My leaving had nothing to do with you, and I didn't contact anyone when I left. If you want to take it personally, that is your decision. But, I am not going to feel bad because, I was justified in my actions.



The person who I did have issue with and I have worked through our issues. This again, is none of your fucking business.

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masochisticservitor
16:36 May 26 2009

no actually. they wrnt left for u. dnt flatter urself. i was angry at my roomie for something he did. i wsnt refering to u.

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xZOMBIEx
16:39 May 26 2009

Well, maybe you should be more clear when you post. When you are pissed at someone and they know it, it's hard to decide who you're bitching about. GROW UP!

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xxPAYNExx
01:29 Jun 01 2009

Babygirl...say and do as YOU please...nothing else matters!

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